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Post by tomas martin on Feb 28, 2011 19:51:12 GMT -7
i'm done with this conversation.
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Post by ivy westerveldt on Feb 28, 2011 19:54:04 GMT -7
stop it, it was three of each. i was just seeing, it sounds dumb now, but it worked then.
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Post by tomas martin on Feb 28, 2011 19:59:42 GMT -7
again, i'm done with this.
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Post by ivy westerveldt on Feb 28, 2011 20:00:52 GMT -7
can you please fucking stop?
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Post by tomas martin on Feb 28, 2011 20:05:13 GMT -7
or fucking not, ivy. i'm going to bed so i can catch my flight tomorrow. if you try to contact me in any way, you won't get a reply.
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Post by ivy westerveldt on Feb 28, 2011 20:09:51 GMT -7
will you at least hear me out for a second?
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Post by tomas martin on Feb 28, 2011 21:02:49 GMT -7
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Post by ivy westerveldt on Feb 28, 2011 22:57:50 GMT -7
you're going to though. it was really, really dumb of me. and there's no good excuse. but i wasn't really just ok when you left, i thought i was but i wasn't. so that's why i was going out so much, but then i realized that i was the biggest hypocrite in the world for hating flora for so long for doing it. but i still didn't know what to do, and i tried it. and then i realized i was a hypocrite even more for telling you not to, and my dad not to. but i didn't know what else to do, and it's not ok and i know it's not. and missing you doesn't justify it, and i don't expect it to. and i don't know, i thought it may make things better for a second. if i could just sleep instead of stay up thinking about when you were coming back, or if you were even going to.
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Post by tomas martin on Mar 1, 2011 19:37:27 GMT -7
i really wish i could muster up the energy to care, but right now, i can't be bothered.
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Post by ivy westerveldt on Mar 1, 2011 21:51:36 GMT -7
you know under any other circumstances that would be understandable. but not after the energy i've put into caring about you.
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Post by tomas martin on Mar 2, 2011 0:41:31 GMT -7
you really just don't understand, do you?
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Post by ivy westerveldt on Mar 2, 2011 11:11:22 GMT -7
no, i do. you're not even mad at me right now, you just don't understand why i would do that when i've seen what it did to you and my dad, which in turn.. is making you feel like you don't know me because it's everything i've ever stood against, and you don't really know how to feel. am i right? or way off?
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Post by tomas martin on Mar 2, 2011 16:20:17 GMT -7
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Post by ivy westerveldt on Mar 3, 2011 8:47:27 GMT -7
and you're wrong. because i'm still the same ivy. the same one that stood by you after any mistake you've ever made, even if i didn't agree with it. because i want to be with you so bad, and love you more than probably anything. so that's where i'm leaving it. i made a mistake. and i am sorry for that. but i can't take it back and it's not something i'd ever do again or even did to an exhausting point. so you can take it or leave it, this one's on you. so you take your time and think about it, and let me know.
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