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Post by flora westerveldt on Feb 10, 2011 0:18:00 GMT -7
woah, wait. you already did?! why didn't you tell me, tilly? explain everything to me. well, the more time you spend with us, the more you're bound to become like us, though i'm not sure if that's a good thing or not.
it's really nothing important.
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Post by matilda west on Feb 10, 2011 6:08:59 GMT -7
yeah and it was awkward i think. he said it was fine because your first time is always rubish, but i always thought it would be better than it was. it just hurt, alot. and he's just proven to be a distraction because as much as i want to blame getting dropped on the guy that was holding me, im sure i got distracted to. ugh.
are you sure?
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Post by flora westerveldt on Feb 11, 2011 17:46:37 GMT -7
tilly, you just need to calm down a bit, you know? take a step back, rethink everything. there has to be a reason you slept with that guy. do you have feelings for him?
yeah, no worries.
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Post by matilda west on Feb 11, 2011 19:39:59 GMT -7
i dont know. even if i do or did have feelings for him, its not like he has feelings for me or anything. i just shouldnt care. i dont know why im freaking out about this, its done and over with and i cant change it.
well if you need to talk im here.
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Post by flora westerveldt on Feb 14, 2011 18:27:14 GMT -7
you never know that. talk to him, that's the only thing you can do. don't talk like that. you have to take all of your actions into your own hands. if you want something, go for it.
i know. thanks.
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Post by matilda west on Feb 14, 2011 21:35:37 GMT -7
ill talk to him i guess. he wants to have sex again, but i dont know. im not just going to give in to him so easily again. i dont just want to be some other girl that he hooks up with.
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Post by flora westerveldt on Feb 14, 2011 22:49:21 GMT -7
make him work for him, then. that'll let you know whether or not he really cares.
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Post by matilda west on Feb 14, 2011 22:52:15 GMT -7
yeah i think i will. if he's a jerk, or just peaces out right away because i wont sleep with him then he's not worth my time at all. i like being able to talk to you flora. thanks.
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Post by flora westerveldt on Feb 15, 2011 17:32:26 GMT -7
precisely ! you've always got to make sure the boy really loves you, or at least cares about you. never waste your time or settle, k? but anytime, tilly. you're like my sister, except i don't want to strangle you like i do ivy.
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Post by matilda west on Feb 15, 2011 19:35:16 GMT -7
i wont settle for anything but the best, i promise. i dont think you or jerome or really anyone i know for that matter would let me settle for much less, especially jerome. i dont want him to know that i had sex, or that i even like a boy. well im glad you dont want to strangle me c:
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Post by flora westerveldt on Feb 17, 2011 1:15:53 GMT -7
you're probably right. we all just want the best for you. but yeah, definitely do not tell him, at least, not for a while.
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Post by matilda west on Feb 17, 2011 12:57:10 GMT -7
he would flip out, and i dont want him to have to worry about it. he needs to focus on sienna.
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Post by flora westerveldt on Feb 17, 2011 15:02:19 GMT -7
i still can't believe sienna's pregnant. make sure that doesn't happen to you.
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Post by matilda west on Feb 17, 2011 15:05:25 GMT -7
me either, but they'll be good parents i think. i would die if i got pregnant.
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Post by flora westerveldt on Feb 17, 2011 17:51:31 GMT -7
sienna will be, i'm sure, and if you brother can get his act together, him too. you'll get pregnant eventually, you goof.
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