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Post by ida cross on Mar 4, 2011 21:01:10 GMT -7
i prefer to call it a love, rather than affair.. an affair makes me sounds like a bad person. it wasn't a good idea, but i couldn't help it. you make me happy, and feel alive. that sounds tragically mushy :c
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Post by declan collison on Mar 4, 2011 21:02:22 GMT -7
jesus, ida. don't call it a love. you can't love two people. you have to choose. it's either him or me and if you choose him, i'm gone. permanently.
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Post by ida cross on Mar 4, 2011 21:07:48 GMT -7
it's hard. i basically shoved my forever life in his hands, and i don't know why i'd divorce him.. 'i love declan more' isn't a good excuse. cheating is a disease, once a cheater always a cheater.
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Post by declan collison on Mar 4, 2011 22:56:15 GMT -7
so, then, there's no reason in your being married to him if you're going to just keep cheating, even after me.
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Post by ida cross on Mar 4, 2011 23:12:11 GMT -7
you're making it so incredibly difficult, i have no clue what to say to you to make you feel any better. no matter what i do i'll be the bad guy.
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Post by declan collison on Mar 4, 2011 23:38:43 GMT -7
say that you love me. at least fucking try to make me stay.
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Post by ida cross on Mar 5, 2011 8:45:21 GMT -7
i love you more than i've ever loved anyone, dec. you're just begging to be brainwashed.
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Post by declan collison on Mar 6, 2011 16:33:22 GMT -7
you're way too good of a liar.
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Post by ida cross on Mar 6, 2011 19:04:09 GMT -7
i've said i love you to a lot of people, and i think i just said it because it's expected. i really don't know where i'm going with this, because i've probably dug myself into a deeper hole. but i actually do love you, and if you stop seeing me, that's your choice, but i'll probably wake up numb.. or something, i might start cutting myself. you'll see a video of me jumping off a building on youtube. don't let that happen.
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Post by declan collison on Mar 7, 2011 16:07:20 GMT -7
i can never tell when you're being serious or when you're mocking me.
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Post by ida cross on Mar 7, 2011 18:04:51 GMT -7
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Post by declan collison on Mar 7, 2011 18:09:39 GMT -7
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Post by ida cross on Mar 7, 2011 18:31:13 GMT -7
i love you a million times more now. i'm going to sort things out, i swear.
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Post by declan collison on Mar 8, 2011 0:06:33 GMT -7
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Post by ida cross on Mar 8, 2011 7:51:41 GMT -7
in a week... i'll probably get really drunk and tell him, see what he does!
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