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Post by harry rutherford on Jan 26, 2011 20:29:15 GMT -7
 ---it was the most boring shit ever but clemence's face almost made it okay. well, y'know my mum has never been a part of my life, right? maybe you don't, but she left straight after we were born, blah blah blah. but she sent us a letter a couple weeks ago, out of the blue, going on and on about how much she regretted abandoning us and how she thinks we probably hate her and how worthless she feels etc.. all the usual shit. it really depressed me though, and i couldn't figure out why. but then i figured it out, and it turns out that i've blown every good opportunity i've ever had. like cat, i shouldn't have fucked around with other girls while i was with her, you know? then there was you, and i'm probably way off here but i seriously used to think that one day something would happen between us, and it never really did, and i sort of think it could have if i hadn't been such a dick for such a long time. and then there's the twins. i have two year old daughters, but i've only met them twice, and their mum justifiably hates me now. isn't that just the most pathetic shit you've ever heard?
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Post by flora westerveldt on Jan 26, 2011 20:37:05 GMT -7
i really wanted to say tl;dr but i went against my better judgment and actually read all of that. i know, you've spoken about it a few times. but anyway, now i feel like i must shine some sort of light upon your issues so here i go. forgive me if i'm completely rambling but you've got me feeling all sentimental now. about the cat thing, yeah, fucking around probably wasn't a great idea and everything, but you were young. well... you still are young, but you know. as for us, i don't think i should say anything for the sake of our friendship. if you really care that much about the girls though, do everything you can to become part of their lives. it isn't too late. it's a little bit pathetic but it's cute to know you care.
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Post by harry rutherford on Jan 26, 2011 20:45:12 GMT -7
---i was anticipating that! she won't forgive me though, like she forgives me as far as friendship goes, but she'll never see me in the same way. and the thing is, that bothers me more than being a shitty father does, and the fact that i'm more bothered about that bothers me even more. ughhh i really wish i could go back to not caring, life is so fucking lame when you do! let's go see the kings speech so you can love it and i can hate it and that can be the most important thing in my life for ten minutes.
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Post by flora westerveldt on Jan 26, 2011 20:49:59 GMT -7
you are seriously unbelievable. you could get a hundred other girls, you freak. i definitely agree though. apathetically is the only way to go about things. why do you hate everything that everybody else seems to love? colin firth says tits, for fuck's sake ! that automatically makes it amazing.
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Post by harry rutherford on Jan 27, 2011 6:23:22 GMT -7
---not the same thoughhh. because people only love what they think enhances their personal brand, they don't really give a fuck about its true merit.
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Post by flora westerveldt on Jan 27, 2011 13:58:33 GMT -7
hamlet, you have got to be the most pretentious wanker on earth. i swear.
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Post by harry rutherford on Jan 28, 2011 4:24:32 GMT -7
---i'm complaining about pretentiousness, not the same!
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Post by flora westerveldt on Jan 28, 2011 14:29:35 GMT -7
that doesn't mean you aren't one of those people that you complain about !
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Post by harry rutherford on Jan 28, 2011 14:36:01 GMT -7
---i'm most definitely not! i just resent darren aronofsky.
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Post by flora westerveldt on Jan 28, 2011 15:21:27 GMT -7
wahwahwah. switching topics now. when are you going to come get me?
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Post by harry rutherford on Jan 30, 2011 11:19:20 GMT -7
---in three and a half minutes, be ready!
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Post by flora westerveldt on Jan 30, 2011 20:47:58 GMT -7
you better be lying because i'm not even dressed. fail.
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