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Post by carson munro on Feb 20, 2011 22:26:52 GMT -7
you're good at the whole rescuing me thing. you continue to save me, mase. you did, you really did. because she doesn't like me, she never will. but i'm okay with that. because i like you, a lot. and you're finally.. mine. actually, would you want to ride with me?
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Post by mason rivera on Feb 20, 2011 22:44:45 GMT -7
yeah. i have to admit i've been waiting a long to hear you say that. which sounds corny. but it's true. sure ! sounds good.
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Post by carson munro on Feb 20, 2011 22:47:19 GMT -7
i like being corny! i think it sets us apart from the other couples out there. <33 ahh, you've never seen me in a professional setting before. i think i'm kinda nervous for it, though. like, it's my first big job.
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Post by mason rivera on Feb 20, 2011 22:59:01 GMT -7
me too. and i'm not going to fuck or even think about other girls so i think we already win. xD ehh. i wouldn't worry about it. i'm sure you'll do fine. you should see me at work. nothing is worse.
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Post by carson munro on Feb 20, 2011 23:02:18 GMT -7
you don't know how great that feels to hear you say that. like, really really great. i don't want to have to worry about who you're with, or wondering why you're not with me, you know? i want the images to look perfect. i want to be recognized, and hired again and again for my work. and idk, i want it to go so well. i have high hopes for my stuff, and ahh. it'd mean the world to me to find my photos in a magazine one day. aweee, i bet you're adorable. <3
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Post by mason rivera on Feb 20, 2011 23:10:09 GMT -7
i'm never going to put you through what griffon did. that was a fuck move in my book and i don't think i could ever do that to someone anyway. you will ! i know. seriously i'm kind of excited to see you work. ngl. oh my god. it's a disaster. do you know how many fucking shoplifters i have to handle? gahhh. so stupid. i can't evennnn right now.
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Post by carson munro on Feb 20, 2011 23:16:07 GMT -7
and that makes you amazing in my book. griffon was a douchebag, honestly. i don't know what convinced me to ever date him, or idk. stupid stupid stupid. never revisiting that again. ever. awe, yay! though, you'll never see me more focused than with this. honestly. aweeeee, i wouldn't want to have your job. i feel sorry for you, thoughh.
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Post by mason rivera on Feb 20, 2011 23:30:54 GMT -7
and of course, you are in mine. nahla is flipping shit right now though. i don't think i've ever seen her this angry. now i'm feeling kind of shitty. well i'm excited. what day is it? ehh it's okay i guess. i mean it pays surprisingly well.
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Post by carson munro on Feb 20, 2011 23:35:15 GMT -7
so cute, honestly. well, i don't know what to say.. really. i don't want to say anything that could piss her off, even more than she's already mad at me for, you know? yay! i'm excited, too. i can't wait. i think like tuesday, or wednesday. i'll have to talk to mirah and see. that's good! god knows we all need a little extra cash, all of us.
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Post by mason rivera on Feb 21, 2011 0:09:26 GMT -7
i can't even deal with it anymore. i'm startining to get pissed myself. ugh... this is driving me batshit. i think we guys deff need to talk. not now... let her cool down. but soon. cause this really isn't good. i hate fighting with her. drama in general and... i just want this to be over.
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Post by carson munro on Feb 21, 2011 0:19:16 GMT -7
why are you mad at yourself? what happened, mase? i'm not understanding. i don't know what i can say to make it better. i ran my mouth off like usual at a party i shouldn't have gone to. and then it blew up from there. i shouldn't have said those things, but it's just hard. idk. but, i've waited so long for you and us to finally get to this point, that i'm not letting go that easily.
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Post by mason rivera on Feb 21, 2011 0:35:37 GMT -7
she's just... being nahla. y'know. won't let anything go. she knows i don't want to deal with any of this but she still bitches at me. don't worry. none of this stuff with my sister is going to affect us. i promise. i just need to get things back to the way they were with us and things should be okay. i think once she sees i wasn't trying to hurt her she'll calm down. but i don't know... it's just annoying. we never fight like this. i feel like a made a mistake... not telling her i liked you at least. but i don't know how to make her understand none of this had anything to do with her. fuckity fuck fuck.
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Post by carson munro on Feb 21, 2011 0:41:49 GMT -7
i hate saying this, but i think the only thing you can do is let it go. just let it go, and give nahla space, and time to accept it, you know? girls are weird like that, it takes forever for us to forgive and forget, you know? well, most girls. me on the other hand, i could really not give a shit, in some situations. but in things like this, yea, i care. i care a lot. but, i just, i haven't felt anything like this in a while and i sure as hell haven't been this happy in god know's how long. so, i don't want to do anything that would jeporadize that.
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Post by mason rivera on Feb 21, 2011 11:07:58 GMT -7
i'd love to. i really wish it was that easy. maybe your right though. if we continue i'll only make things worse right? me either. and i don't think anything will. i'm really trying to fix all this shit that went down but i'm really starting to think that's impossibl.e
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Post by carson munro on Feb 21, 2011 11:30:30 GMT -7
i'm not pushing for a friendship from nahla, if that's what she's been saying. i'm just over this whole thing, you know? she didn't need to attack me for something that was stupid, and yea. i just don't want to be in the middle of yall's fight. or in any fight, really. it'll blow over, soon. hopefully.
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